Pain, submission and joy

Pre-OTK night at Paddles last night, a dedicated sub emailed me:
“I am very content knowing that we will be playing again … for I truly deserve even more than I receive. The big strap and the viper sound very painful but I will do my best to take it, Ma’am.”

Post OTK, a very sore but happy sub writes: “I am too excited to sleep due to our scene and the marks on my body. Thank you again for a great evening and it is always a pleasure to receive your sadistic love, Ma’am. … I really hope we can play again real soon, because as a pain slut I need my fix.”

I had a fantastic time last night at Paddles, and one of the highlights was giving that bad boy exactly what he craved. He did, indeed, take the big strap, as well as the cane, the paddle and several other implements before I brought out the Viper. I am still in practice mode with the Viper, which is like a whip. But I did pretty well with my aim, and damn, it made me feel powerful. I think that the intense focus it required added to my rush.

For subs, when a big part of what you crave is letting go and letting the domme give you as much pain as SHE thinks you can handle, it can be an exhilarating rush. The pain is so, so hard to take during the scene. The endorphins, and the connection with the top, make it all worth it..

8 Comments


  1. > For subs, when a big part of what you
    > crave is letting go and letting the domme
    > give you as much pain as SHE thinks you
    > can handle, it can be an exhilarating rush.

    Perfect description!

    > The pain is so, so hard to take during the
    > scene. The endorphins, and the connection
    > with the top, make it all worth it..

    Sounds great (the pain part still worries me) – but I’ve never been that far.

    > Can’t wait to use the Viper again.

    Uhh – the viper sounds truly scary.

    > the big strap, as well as the cane,
    > the paddle and several other implements

    That would be totally sufficient for me ;-)
    (probably more than that)

    Thanks for keeping us spanking enthusiats informed about your experience last night.

  2. Thomas

    wait!!!!!!1 i KNOW I PICKED bUTTERFINGERS!!!
    i K NOW BECUASE I VOTED SEVERAL TIMES AND VOTED AT LEAST ONE TIME FOR EACH ONE!!!


  3. Nice try, but sorry, dear. Not only did no one pick Butterfinger, but even if someone had, the poll asked what YOUR favorite candy was. I do love subs who pay attention!

    But remember, Thomas, you can always come see me for what you need.


  4. Andy, thanks for the comment. Have you not experienced play? Or is it that you haven’t had a HARD scene? It is not for everyone, and there’s nothing wrong with that. I adjust my play according to whom I’m topping. But I do admit it’s exciting to get a little edgy at times…


  5. > Andy, Have you not experienced play?
    > Or is it that you haven’t had a HARD scene?

    I played a few times but I never had a hard scene.

    > I adjust my play according to whom
    > I’m topping. But I do admit it’s exciting
    > to get a little edgy at times…

    Well – something inside me is craving to be brought over the edge once. “Lean me over – show me how it is and bring me back safe.”

  6. Mike

    I played with Casandra at the last Shadowlane Party after I purchased a strap for her. Nothing too extreme or hard but still wonderful. I hope others are enjoying the strap. Planning on going to Moonshines but it is so far away.


  7. Mike, you take it HARD! I promise I’ll up the ante next time. And, I’ve used that beautiful strap on a few bad boys since then. they seem to love/hate it. A few girls have felt it to. They don’t like it as much!

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