Pre-OTK night at Paddles last night, a dedicated sub emailed me:
“I am very content knowing that we will be playing again … for I truly deserve even more than I receive. The big strap and the viper sound very painful but I will do my best to take it, Ma’am.”
Post OTK, a very sore but happy sub writes: “I am too excited to sleep due to our scene and the marks on my body. Thank you again for a great evening and it is always a pleasure to receive your sadistic love, Ma’am. … I really hope we can play again real soon, because as a pain slut I need my fix.”
I had a fantastic time last night at Paddles, and one of the highlights was giving that bad boy exactly what he craved. He did, indeed, take the big strap, as well as the cane, the paddle and several other implements before I brought out the Viper. I am still in practice mode with the Viper, which is like a whip. But I did pretty well with my aim, and damn, it made me feel powerful. I think that the intense focus it required added to my rush.
For subs, when a big part of what you crave is letting go and letting the domme give you as much pain as SHE thinks you can handle, it can be an exhilarating rush. The pain is so, so hard to take during the scene. The endorphins, and the connection with the top, make it all worth it..